Heyhoo! Udh lama ga ngepost dan skrg ngepost kembali dgn perasaan galau heemm..
Buat seseorg yg di sana, gue cuma mau blg kalo gue msh dan emg sangat syg sama lo. Emg sih skrg gue udh bukan siapa" lo, mgkn gue udh ga pntg buat lo, and you don't need me anymore, tapi kenyataan mengatakan bahwa gue msh mikirin lo setiap saat. Emg dulu gue ga sebaik yg lo mau, tapi gue care bgt sama lo tanpa lo ketahui. Gue tipe org yg suka mendem perasaan, jadi jgn salahin gue kalo selama ini gue kurang terbuka perasaan ke lo. Sometimes silence is better than to explain the feeling, because it hurts when you can't understand. Itu alesan gue lbh suka mendem perasaan.
Gue mengakui dgn jujur kalo gue ngerasa sedih bgt kalo tau lo deket sama cewek lain. I'm scared that you will think she's so much better than me. I'm jealous that you talked to her. I'm jealous that you had fun with her. I'm scared and jealous. But that's only because you mean a lot to me.
Gue nyesel dulu ga overprotectiv, tapi gue ngelakuin itu karena gue takut lo akan merasa ga nyaman bersama gue. Skrg, kita udh masing". Gue udh gamau ganggu lo lgi. Semoga selalu yg terbaik untuk lo :)
Gue bakal nyoba nerima kenyataan lbh ikhlas lagi. Gue seneng kalo lo seneng :)
Terimakasih bgt untuk 18months yg ga akan prnh gue lupain :)
I miss you more than words can say and I love you so much!
Babyeee dude :*{}
